Overanalyzing

Stop overanalyzing Silvan (Silverwing Angel)!

You always get yourself in trouble when you do.

You are successful, a manager already at a very young age. Everything is ahead of you.

No doubt you are one smart cookie... intelligent, imaginative and creative. But sometimes your best attributes are your worse.

You said yourself you tend to think things over so much that you find yourself in an alternate reality where you scare yourself like crazy.

You called him more than 50 times. Even if you already know there's no fucking reason why he wouldn't answer the phone, Don't you think it’s pathetic?

Your boyfriend is hot!

Your friends says so, even your sister says so!

Deal with it.

Paranoia: That's what you get for falling in love with a god... Not that you aren't one too.

Wait for the day to end. Listen to what he has to say and maybe the monster you created in your head isn't that scary.

And if worse comes to worse, then you know what to do.

Just remember that there is a fine line between trusting someone and just being plain stupid.