Angel: The Falling

read the first part here

So there we were, walking along Recto at 3 in the morning with my right arm around his shoulder.

After a while, he leaned resting his head on my side... at agad-agad na may May-I-hold-on-to-your-hands factor!

“Shyyyyyyet!” I thought. “Agad-agad? Pwedeng usap-usap muna?”

Well, come to think of it, I started it. I placed my arm comfortably on his shoulder as if he was mine. 

Or Silvan being Silvan, nag-assume nanaman ako. Pwede naman kasing sobrang lasing lang ang baby-faced angel kaya ganun maka-asta. 

Either-way, isang malaking kiber!!! Kilig to the bone marrows ako. Magjowa lang ang peg namin while treading the dark barren street. Choosy pa ba?

So I’m guessing we still have around 10 minutes of walking ahead of us so I figured we should better put this precious mock jowa-an time into good use and do what other real mag-jowa do when they are together in public... talk.

So in a span of almost 600 seconds, we have covered most of the formalities. His name is Paolo, a freshman student from CEU taking up Bachelor of Science in Nursing. Born from a broken family, he lives in Tondo with his grandparents and his younger brother while his mom works in the states. I also found out that he was actually on his way home from a night out with his schoolmates. Sobrang lasing ang loko kaya nakatulog sa sasakyan. Ayun lumagpas kaya sa may Morayta na nakababa.

He then asked me kung saan ako galing. I told him I had this craving for Lomi and Beef-Tofu kaya napadpad sa Espanya.

“Taga-saan ka ba?” He asked.

“Uhmmm... Kalookan. Sa Monumento.” I answered.

He then looked me in the eye with a mixture of amazement and probably doubt. “Huh? Layo nun ah... talagang dinayo mo pa Espanya?” 

Pak! Kinabahan ako kaya ayun deadma. Buti na lang sabay ng biglang liko namin ay ang pagbungad ng entrance ng motel. No need to change topic.

We went inside and I paid for the quickie. GV ko na ito. Ako naman kasi ang nag-invite. I asked for a ventilated room with our own toilet and paid for 2 bottles of mineral water and 2 towels. Then after I signed the logbook, we were immediately lead by the shabby roomboy to our room.

What I like about this motel is the location. It’s situated in a discreet place where people can get in and out without the mapanghusgang madlang people knowing. And for a cheap motel, it’s fairly clean.

I wish we could have checked in somewhere decent like Sogo which is just a stone throw away or Nice which is a little farther. But due to my budget constraints, this has to make do. 

We entered the room. Even though the room is clean, the smell of stale air greeted us with gusto. So habang si Paolo ay dumiretso sa kama, I opened the electric fan to let the air circulate and open the window just enough para makapasok ang hangin but close enough para kapag pinatay ang ilaw, there will be enough light para makita ko si Paolo in all his glory.

And  I got a peek of that glory paglingon ko sa kanya.

There he was innocently sleeping already. His pants neatly folded on the chair nearby. Amputi ng balbon legs ni Pao. Halatang may baby fats pa siya. I resisted touching his fair legs as my Mr Mushroom head sprang into attention. Nagkukumawala si “jun-jun”.

I walked past his semi-naked heavenly body and went straight into the door. I checked if it’s locked and turned off the lights.  

I sat on the other chair. As the stale air circulated out of the room, I watched as the light from the window crawls through his half naked body almost violating his innocence. I massaged my throbbing member releasing some of the tension.

Then it came to me like a wash of cold water. 

Violation.

Eto na naman ako sa pag-aanalyze ng mga bagay-bagay. 

I always go for a no-strings-attached, hot and steamy fun. Kaya nga galing ako sa bahay landian that night. 

I told myself, this is just a quickie; nothing more.

Because it’s less complicated.

You fuck. You have fun. You go for the next hot fuck.

Sabi nga ng idol ko. “No aplogies, no excuses, no regrets”

No fuss.

But why do I suddenly feel this way? Gusto ko siyang angkinin but not in a way driven by lust and libido. At least not anymore. Not in a way that I am the only one that will enjoy this experience. I told myself, “I wouldn’t do this if he doesn’t want to”.

Konsensya? Ikaw ba yan?

With a sudden jerk of movement, biglang humarap si Pao sa akin na parang nabasa ang isip ko at tumambad ang kanyang natutulog na mukha. Habang humahalik sa kanyang mukha ang ilaw na galing sa bintana, lalong lumalalim ang pagkabighani ko sa kanya. His face was so immaculately fragile.

With a sigh, I took my pants off and unbuttoned my shirt folding it neatly beside his stuff. My pole now starting to get soft, I took one of the towels and went straight into the bathroom with hopes that the cold water will wash away my uneasiness... It didn’t. 

I pat my body dry and wrapped it around my waist. I went straight to the table and put my cotton, boxers back on. Then I sat beside the bed and slowly unbutton his shirt, took it off him and fold it neatly on top of his jeans. Then humiga na ako sa tabi niya and hugged him. 

Ambango ng pawis ni Pao, magkahalong alak at Clinique Happy. Tulad ng magkahalong nararamdaman ko habang kayakap ko siya. Then he turned facing the wall. His cotton covered dick brushing my boxer covered shaft as he turned. Puta! Antambok ng puwet niya! I resisted the urge touch those buns but the moment my groin touched his smooth back, my dick turned steel hard again. We spooned. If he was awake, he would have felt how hard my boner was... again I resisted.

I kissed him in the neck and tried to get some sleep just enjoying the warmth of his body flowing through mine. 

Then just when my dick is already soft and I’m almost asleep, he turned again facing me this time with one hand inside his brief the other holding my head. He looked me in the eye, smiled and kissed me full on the lips.